A Little Known Fact
"Of such a one I will boast; yet of myself I will not boast, except in my infirmities. For though I might desire to boast, I will not be a fool; for I will speak the truth. But I refrain, lest anyone should think of me above what he sees me to be or hears from me." (2 Corinthians 12:15-16 - NKJB)
This passage is usually overlooked. It is in the dialogue Paul is having with the Corinthians in regard to the vast amount of revelations he had received and his thorn in his flesh. We concentrate on the "thorn question" and miss this part.
Paul was working with an attitude that is troublesome to Christians who live and walk in and by the Spirit. He was explaining that even though he could brag on himself and all the Lord had done through him, he would purpose to brag about nothing except what was wrong with him. This definitely is not "putting ones best foot forward." Even in our testimonies, there is the "spirit" of self-elevation -- "Look what the Lord has done for me." Now there are sincere folk who genuinely are very humble in this and it is refreshing when that occurs. However, most of the time we think that our self-elevation is good and the way to get noticed in the Body of Christ.
We might be noticed by folk in the Body that way, however, it will not do the work of the Kingdom that the Spirit desires. Paul was not trying to be noticed, even in his defense of his apostleship. He was trying to get these folk to see that self-promotion does not do the work of the Lord. There were those in Corinth who were not only promoting themselves, but also were putting Paul down in their eyes. It really does go together. It is almost impossible for me to elevate myself without putting someone else down. That is why it would be altogether inappropriate to give you an example of this truth.
I am challenged by this. I think most of us are. Our normal understandings of humility may in fact be just a veneer covering for self-elevation. So what is our guard against self-elevation? Well the first line of defense is a genuine prayer life that is constantly open before the Father. The second defense that I see right now is to know this caution and to recognize its validity. The third defense is to never put another person down.